18 to be

Right, I don't feel like studying for tomorrow's Organic Chemistry quiz. Nyeee. As for my Issue Analysis aural (tomorrow also)...huh, I'll work that out in the bus tomorrow morning. Not that I'm not adequately prepared or anything. Just, haih. No la.

Anyway, tomorrow I shall breach a border. It's nice to know that by tomorrow I'll be walking around as a person who have lived 18 years on this planet :)

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It should be significant, shouldnt it?

.....................oh well.

What bothers me a little is that I don't know at exactly what time was I given birth to.

:S ...I would like to know.

That aside, I'm alive. That's what matters.

As for 'feeling' alive? I've given up on that 3 years ago.

So yeah. Hooray for my beating heart.

Alhamdulillah.

I've also realised that I'm as anti-social one can get without being virtually friendless. Haha. Then again it's good news for my buds, if needed, I'll martyr myself for you, my dearest acquaintances, you, the few people I genuinely care for.

As for my family, I think, I would like to thank them for being there for me, always.

Mama, thank you for your endless support and love.

Papa too :)

Abang, thanks for being who you are. A great brother whom I can look up to.

Adi, thank you for being awesomely obedient and cute :P Haha.

Kak Ema, ma kasih sebab masak lauk best2

n tolong angkat brg naik tangga sampai tingkat 5 tiap Ahad hahaha...(malu je > . <)

The need to heed the calls of duty as a creature of god has never been greater. I am one with many flaws, I am human. Being human is not an excuse though, so I'll start with something simple. Here and now, I promise to myself that I shall try my best to convert my Qarin.

18 To Be

Perhaps it is great,

That I am 18 to be,

For I'm no longer afraid,

Of the demons in me.

Perhaps it is fabulous,

That I am 18 to be,

For I'm less reckless,

Than the 17 year old me.

Perhaps it is spectacular,

That I am 18 to be,

For I'm less peculiar,

Than the 13 year old me.

So, onwards to tomorrow,

Where lies lessons of life,

Yet to be learned,

Yet to be earned,

By this 18 to be.

P.S: I actually got my birthday present two weeks ago :P Got myself a brand spanking new laptop. Sony VAIO (VGN - SR26GN). Haha. AND I got myself David's new CD hehe~