Showing posts with label Hugh Grant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hugh Grant. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

I just can't help it...

His Beautiful Misery


Through the raging waters of imagination,

Beside the fountains of damnation,

Laid a man of such beauty and charisma;

A fleeting glance of his blue jades,

Would slay girls from any millennia.


A cynical cad with a subtle rigour,

He could utter such daring unspeakables,

Yet in the same line and breath,

He would have melted a thousand hearts,

And sang a thousand pretty ballads.


What had he to care for but himself?

The clothes on his back, the shoes on the rack.

And the rays of love graced still,

His nicotine stained fingers,

His cold and unyielding will.


The suffering humanity in his eyes,

As desolate as a weeping willow,

Truly, he is full of sorrow.

It could be heard, his heart’s songs;

Trembling like a dying violin.


A dethroned king of the Sky kingdom,

He flounced on feet without discretion,

And gave flight to his worries with wings of silence,

So that he may drown them, lost and forgotten.


Alas the maidens and the lads knew not,

The ghastly whispers of his inner demons,

So damningly excruciating,

Was his beautiful misery.


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Whispers

Who could forget those hands?

Whispering promises of love to anything it graced,

Long, pale, and elegant,

The hands of a musician.


Dancing across keys of ivory

The music was never any sweeter,

A touch so soft yet profound,

That hearts were sent a flutter.


Worthy of caressing clouds of heaven,

May their beauty triumph even death,

Lest the earth yearned a claiming,

For they are the musician’s every breath.


Pray for a chance meeting with him,

The owner of those lovely hands,

For they are heart wrenchingly pretty,

Those fingers of ivory.


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Hugh. You slay me.


P.S:

On a darker note, I'm about as senile as the Mad Hatter right now. Feeling pretty prickly too. *goes to study Biology* Man are but carbon based organisms. Sentient? Not all of us are.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

See you in May

I've had my week of indulgence :) Yeap. I went to class only to tune out whatever's being said and went back home only to melt into a puddle of Hugh and went to sleep only to dream of November.

Wonderful week indeed.

Now I shall face the music and do whatever I can to fix myself before 7th of May. Because really, there's no beauty in misery without the glory. Though I'm most likely not gonna attain anything 'colourful' I'd like to believe that I actually did, try.

Hopefully, this time around, CARPE DIEM won't be quite so impossible.


P.S: I ain't giving up Hugh though. 'In betweens' are 'In betweens' y'know.

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Hugh Grant is my 'somethings'

That's just it really. I have absolutely nothing to look forward to. 'Nothing' in a sense of 'something that can cheer me up'. You always need these 'somethings'. It's the only way anybody can ever be happy or content, at least. An ingrate I am but really, aren't we all? Ingrates?

Okay, that's rather off topic here. Back to my need of a 'something' to look forward to.

Why? Because there's too much important academic things to bother with and not a speck of pleasurable 'somethings' to distract myself for the 'in betweens'. These 'in betweens' are important so that I don't get stuck in a rut and take to writing 50 poems daily and wallow in my shallow misery brought forth by my self concocted boilings of boredom and stress.

I'm a piece of work. I've this irrepressible need to inject significance into my all too dull life by working up these wild notions of how humanity is in a decrepit state and that by writing soppy rhymes (I dare not call them poems) I'm able to somehow soothe my so called 'tortured' soul. I just like the idea. Isn't it romantic? We're all hypocrites anyway. It shouldn't matter too much.

So, I invented one, a 'something' for me to indulge in. That is, Hugh Grant. This is random and all but yeah. I've taken to watching his movies and is currently spectacularly smitten by him. Crow's feet and all, I think he's beautiful that way. I adore his dry wit. And his accent! He can utter such unpeakables and make them sound absolutely endearing. "A cynical, self loathing cad, an anti-movie star." That's what the media describes him as. *smiles*

It's funny that I keep falling for half-century old actors like Keanu and Hugh. Haha, I don't know what to say. I think I should stop here. Any further and this will turn into a gushing fest. Aye, it would. I'd write about how they're 'tortured souls' with a mask for the media when they actually do, care for the 'suffering humanity'.

Hahahaha....ahhh, I'm such a pariah.


And before I forget:


Do visit. Me and an acquaintance of mine, mai mai , we're collaborating on this project thing. We wish to compile short stories and, my uh, rhymes. What for? I scarcely know myself. Ask mai, it's her idea. I'm just delighted to have something to do. Haha.

From now on, I'll be posting my, well, pieces there. I'm rubbish really but it'll kill me if I don't write anything.

P.S: Jeez every single syllable of this post is saucy. *sigh*