Sunday, November 29, 2009

Big Bad Wolf

Need I say more?

MWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA.
I'm going tomorrow.




Update:

I had an awesome Aidiladha in Terap, Kedah over at my grand parents' (Mom side of the family). Went to Penang Island and did some shopping at the Pasar Malam in Gurney Drive with my 'suku sakat'. Hehe. Will upload some pics later, Abang :)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Bakat Baru Gempak Starz 2009

ADILA got first place for Under 18 (B - The Orange heading)!
Click the pic to make it bigger~ :D Wheeeeeee~


Yeap, Adila, one of my bestie, won first place in the manga drawing competition organized by Gempak Starz called the 'BAKAT BARU GEMPAK STARZ 2009'. It's her first time EVER entering this Bakat Baru thing and she won 1st prize. Yes, she is THAT wonderfully talented.

Bakat Baru 2009 is Adila's 2nd manga drawing competition she's entered, her first was the Kinokuniya's in which she also won first prize. I am oh so freaking proud of her. There was not a shred of doubt in me that she's going to win first place. :) Wanna know what she won? Here:

1. RM1800
2. A scholarship
3. Bonia watch
4. Indiana Jones Figurine
5. A plushie
6. A glass TROPHY

Since Adila is already on a MARA scholarship to do engineering, of course she can't (and 'won't' anyway) accept the scholarship to do some diploma in arts or whatever to some unknown college. She's artsy AND brainy, wicked huh? Undoubtedly, if Dila ever wishes to pursue a career in manga drawing, she'd be pretty darn famous in Malaysia.

I'm going to sound like a rabid fangirl writing a resume or something if I expound more on her brainyness =_=' So uh, let's just say she always gets No.1 since kindergraten haha.

As for the money! Ho ho ho. Adila, kau wajib belanje aku dan Mai. (Mai, die cakap OK! da heh)

That aside, yeah yeah. The Indiana Jones figurine and plushie is kinda random but whatever haha. She said the trophy is small but real heavy! (Man, I so wanna see it but she's in college now T . T, Mai mari kacau dila ble die cuti nanti).

Oh, how I wish I can post up a page of the 6 page one shot she drew for the Bakat Baru!! But she did the thing in like I dunno, less than a week? So, she didn't even got to scan it! So, if you wanna read it, you'll have to wait for Bakat Baru 2009 to be published. *sigh* But here, if you wanna see a glimpse of what she's capable of...




OH! hm, about the other participants. They're all very very talented too. Dila was all "Aku takkan menang punye!" because their artwork is very detailed and stuff. Typical fantasy/adventure manga, with all the flashy backgrounds and stuff.

But really, all those kinda stuff is DULL & STEREOTYPICAL compared to Dila's style. Her's is a breath of fresh air and the funny plot makes hers stand out from the other participant's. Not that Dila's oneshot isn't detailed and all that! ANyway, Dila's oneshot is about an 18th century ( I think) vampire's misadventures when he came to visit Malaysia :D No, the vampire is NOT Edward Cullen-esque. I assure you. ^_^'

I think I've rambled enough, so, what I was trying to say anyway is:

CONGRATS DILA!

P.S: Pesanan dari Mai :) ...um, Mai you spelled 'Noorfatin' wrong haha.




Saturday, November 21, 2009

Roti Bakar.




My laptop is toast. Yep, brand spanking new barely one month old lappie is toast.

It's over at low yatt at the moment. -_- Sucks huh? Something wrong with the hardware. Thank god for my 1 year warranty, thus they'll be fixing it up til it works while not costing me anything. Worst comes to worst they'll replace the motherboard which practically lands me with a super brand spanking new unit, again. I'm good with that :)

In the meanwhile, I'll just cozy up with my dad's ancient fujitsu S series lifebook. It ain't too bad. It works and that's what matters I guess.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Confessions Of An Honestly Brooding Heart

Love,

What is it?

If not merely a play,

On a fool's mind.


Hate,

I deem it fleeting,

As the pain of a broken limb,

Lingering yet fading.


Grateful,

I should be,

I wish I could always be,

I almost never am.


Longing,

For things I don't understand,

For a beautiful end,

That will never come true.


Always two faced,

Are the things of great significance,

I wish to contemplate,

Their volatile existence.


Thus again...

Love,

More than that of lovers,

Is those of blood bound,

Or ones of divine grace.


Hate,

Whom without love can't be,

Burning within some,

A promise of destruction.


The courage I can't muster,

To say what I want to say,

For fear of no return,

From a misleading pathway.


I've no wish of falling,

Or to tear things apart,

I've no wish of following,

All the whispers of my heart.


May light be shed onto,

The day that we all wait for,

When you, I and they merge,

Into an entity of eternal peace.


To be grateful for,

To stop longing for,

A beautiful fall,

Into an oblivion;

Of things that truly matters.


Saturday, November 14, 2009

Neverland


Enough of me trying to create drama by writing a post about drama (Okay, kelakar, HAHAHAHA! Note: No, you don't know what I'm talking about because I deleted it :P). I'm just whining because I can't get onto the roof. Yeahhh. I wanted to get onto the roof and snap pictures of the moon, stars, sky. Whatever's up there anyway.

In life, I tend to seek hidden beauties. In any form. Which is why I love art. I've always had this 'I WANT, I NEED to create things. With my own two hands.'...thing...in me. So, this sem break I would like to accomplish a list of things:

1. Paint.
(Flowers, clouds, rivers,horses...etc.)

2. Snap pictures of the clouds in the sky.
(Which I find enigmatic as heck. Heaven's up there, no?)

3. Write a piece of music.
(Not just start playing a melody that's in my head randomly on the piano but actually WRITE them notes down on paper. Maybe even put lyrics on em')

4. Finish reading all, okay some, of the books that I left halfway.
(Ye mai mai, aku masih belum habis Clockwork Orange *sigh*)

5. NOT buy a camcorder.
(I've a thing for gadgets. Y'know, stuff like cameras, laptops, camcorders etc. Oh, excluding cellphones and media players. I feel nothing for those.)

6. DRAW.
(This I'm going to start tomorrow. Went to Kino today, my cousin bought this interesting book on 'fashion design drawing', as in, how to draw poses & clothes.)

7. Study MATHS, Biology & Chemistry for next sem.
(I need to drag myself out of my personal hell called 'Failing Maths' and maintain my grasp on Bio & Chem. I don't have a choice. Gotta do this.)

8. Watch my little brother 'grow up'. ***


***Call me a freak but I have this irrational fear of missing watching my little brother grow up. Like, if all goes well with my AUSMAT, I'm flying to New Zealand in 2011 and come back in 2016. I know that I'll be coming home for summer break and stuff but...boys grow up real fast!

He's gonna be 16 when I'm done. That's just PSYCHO. =_= I can't pinch his cheeks, hold his fist in mine, act smarter than him, mess up his hair, and hug him. Eghhh.




Anyway, I actually talked to him about this:

Me: Adi, nanti kalau kak Yana gi NZ, ble kak Yana balik, Adi dah besar. Form 4. Nanti Adi jadi bosan. *makes a sad face*

Adi: ... Tapi, sekarang kan Kak Yana dah besar. Kak Yana best je. Nanti Adi pun best la jugak. Kite bleh main games sesame lagi~ *grins*

Me: ..........................uhm.


I know that's not the case. He'll grow up, became his own person. People change. When it comes to little brothers, I wish that is not the case. We can go to Neverland and not grow up...I wish.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

My lovely SIGMA



Yeap, it has arrived. My birthday present. It came all the way from Hong Kong :)


Guess what?



Egg Carton. Yeap I got EGGS for my birthday. From HK :/


Some freaky looking eggs huh?

HUAHAHHAHAHAHAH. YEAP. I got a new lens for my DSLR.
Thanks to Abang & Papa! :D I took it for a test drive too~



Here are some pics I shot using my lovely new SIGMA:


Hoho. I introduce to you guys MY RIDE~ Yeap. It's mine.
Mom and Dad refers to it as "Kereta Adik" nowadays.
MINE.

It has snazzy new sports rims too~



This plant is as tall as my house. No kidding. o.O



Rambutans from my neighbour's tree.
The branches reach all the way into our side of the yard.


A lil butterfly. AND a cricket. Can you spot the cricket? ;)

Alrighy, I'm done here. Can't put up every single pic I snapped now can I hehe.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

The Worst, I am.

I like my space. No, I NEED my space. By this, I'm saying that I need a place in which I can be alone. And that means, my room. I feel like a complete bas*ard. Heck, I AM actually, for posting this up.

Cold? Yes, I am. Heartless? at times I wish I'm not. Distant? Definitely.

And I'd like to keep it that way. I have no interest whatsoever in...*sigh* I can't say that. I promised myself I will TRY my best to mingle more and just...bond with new people. Egh, whatever.

Point is, I'd like to keep my room to myself. Selfish? Sure. Hypocrite? Everybody is. The worst? I am. I'm sorry. Again. You know I'm talking to you.

Don't you?

I won't try and explain it, because I know you'd understand. Lie. Ok, ok, maybe you won't. But, I'm anti-social. It's a disease. Kill me.

Sorry.

*sighhhhhhhhhhhh*

Sunday, November 1, 2009

KAMIKAZE WRITER


1st Of November!!!
The National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo) STARTS today!

I've ONLY discovered the existence of NaNoWriMo just now through a facebook wall post by Tim. AM EXCITED AS HECK. Oh yeah even though it has 'National' in the campaign title, it is actually an international thing. Just imagine, world over, people will write an average of 1,666 words per day. AGhhhhh! This is not working. I am trying to explain this but as you can see, AM FAILINg miserably. Too freaking excited to think, so, I'm going to copy paste the description. HAH.

National Novel Writing Month is a fun, seat-of-your-pants approach to novel writing. Participants begin writing November 1. The goal is to write a 175-page (50,000-word) novel by midnight, November 30.

Valuing enthusiasm and perseverance over painstaking craft, NaNoWriMo is a novel-writing program for everyone who has thought fleetingly about writing a novel but has been scared away by the time and effort involved.

Because of the limited writing window, the ONLY thing that matters in NaNoWriMo is output. It's all about quantity, not quality. The kamikaze approach forces you to lower your expectations, take risks, and write on the fly.

Make no mistake: You will be writing a lot of crap. And that's a good thing. By forcing yourself to write so intensely, you are giving yourself permission to make mistakes. To forgo the endless tweaking and editing and just create. To build without tearing down.

As you spend November writing, you can draw comfort from the fact that, all around the world, other National Novel Writing Month participants are going through the same joys and sorrows of producing the Great Frantic Novel. Wrimos meet throughout the month to offer encouragement, commiseration, and—when the thing is done—the kind of raucous celebrations that tend to frighten animals and small children.

In 2008, we had over 120,000 participants. More than 20,000 of them crossed the 50k finish line by the midnight deadline, entering into the annals of NaNoWriMo superstardom forever. They started the month as auto mechanics, out-of-work actors, and middle school English teachers. They walked away novelists.

So, to recap:

What: Writing one 50,000-word novel from scratch in a month's time.

Who: You! We can't do this unless we have some other people trying it as well. Let's write laughably awful yet lengthy prose together.

Why: The reasons are endless! To actively participate in one of our era's most enchanting art forms! To write without having to obsess over quality. To be able to make obscure references to passages from our novels at parties. To be able to mock real novelists who dawdle on and on, taking far longer than 30 days to produce their work.

When: You can sign up anytime to add your name to the roster and browse the forums. Writing begins November 1. To be added to the official list of winners, you must reach the 50,000-word mark by November 30 at midnight. Once your novel has been verified by our web-based team of robotic word counters, the partying begins.

Done reading? Are you spazzing? If you are, then we're soulmates. If you're not, go eat your own hand or something. Hmph. THIS IS EPIC. LIKE AGHHHHH! To write with ABSOLUTE abandon. Just imagine how liberating that is. This is something I swear I WILL do every year from now on. Oh yes, not to forget this:

"In October 2008, the self-publishing company CreateSpace teamed up with NaNoWriMo to begin offering winners a single free, paperback proof copy of their manuscripts, with the option to sell them on Amazon.com"

Told you this is of EPIC proportions. My blood is boiling, my hands are twitching, my head is spinning, muse is out of control, what are you people waiting for? LET'S GET CRACKING!

WRITE OR DIE WRITING