Sunburnt

I've a math test next Monday. Naturally it puts me on edge. I haven't started studying, YET. Not really anyway. I want to and I have, a little. Just that I can't seem to focus properly. Egh.

I'm all muddled up.

That aside, I'm still writing. I'm quite determined this time. I suppose when your future seems to always hang by a thread its easier to focus on abstract things. Keeps your mind off of things. I'm prone to be anxious, writing helps.

Oh, Adi went to the pool today. Hahaha...he was supposed to start swimming classes tomorrow or something. That is, before today when he went swimming (not a class just regular swimming) and discovered that he turned a shade darker and totally freaked out.

Adi: Adi hitam ke?! Mama, adi tak nak swimming dah la!

Total princess ain't he? haha. He got real mad when I made fun of him a little. I won't anymore though ehe =.=' it's not good for his confidence. I've realised that. I should stop my sadistic ways, he's growing up now.

okay, HAHA. This happended a few secs ago.

Me: Betul ke adi tak nak swimming? Kak yana rase adi dah jadik putih balik.

Adi: Ye la adi swimming balik. Bile nak pergi?

See? Told you I'd stop being sadistic. Though it's a total lie that he's back to his normal skin tone after a few hours. Pffftt.

Bye

I am leaving this Sunday, so I'd like to just post up the stuff, well, pictures really, that I've been meaning to post in a while. Just things I've been doing these past couple of weeks, nothing much.

Adi (my lil bro) & Ayep (his bestie since kindergarten)

Hehe, went to watch Avatar for the third time (for me la), with my parents and these precious boys. Saw the 3D version in Midvalley. I watched it in 2D twice in 2 consequtive days in Alamanda too hahaha. I'm just THAT into it. :S

Adi yg tulis 'EMA TRI ISNARNI'.

Bade goodbye to my maid, Kak Ema. She's been with us for almost 5 years :) Nowadays Adi has been calling her twice a day daily and cried less. Still, he practically bawls his head off whenever Kak Ema doesn't pick up. He's so clingy that it's cute and annoying at the same time. I always bite his head off whenever he starts crying =.= He needs to learn the pains of life...ahaha.

Well, at least he doesn't cry when he glimpses the 'Music' wafer biscuits Kak Ema bought for him before she left. I took care of that. I held the pack of biscuits in front of him and said:

"NANGIS. Cepat."

and he did. And that was the last time he cried when he saw them biscuits. Yeah yeah, I'm evil bla bla bla but it works. Results is what matters. *shrugs*

One more thing, since Kak Ema came back I have been doing chores, like normal people. Yeah. I was pretty reluctant and tried to not do anything else except for making up my bed. Uh'huh I'm that shitty but not anymore. This happened:

Ain: *washes the dishes FOR me*

Me: Eh...dude, takper lah. Nanti aku buat.

Ain: Eh! Tak tak. Ni favourite chore aku kat mah.

Me: ... *memandang dgn skeptikal sekali*

Ain: Serious. Kat rumah, sink cam tempat favourite aku.

Me: *starts washing the dishes too*

And so, I've realised that doing the dishes is actually FUN! Heck yeah. There's nothing like clean dishes. I now also angkat and sidai kain though I don't like this particular chore :S and make up my bed (with Adi of course. Heh).

Mai, ini untuk kau...

Look closely at the name of the author, AIN MAISARAH.

These my dears, is from yesterday! Haha. Went to Alamanda with Ain (that's her up there) and Adi to watch Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant. The movies's nothing special but we had fun. We wanted to watch the 2:45P.M slot but didn't get the tickets so we went for the 5P.M one. While waiting for 5P.M we had lunch and just walked around.

That's when that picture came to happen. We decided to 'lepak' in MPH for a bit and discovered the Malay novels section. There's a bunch of Malay novels there and Ain went:

Ain: Tengok! Aku ngan MAI tulis!! *laughs*

Me: *snaps a picture*

Then we proceed to flipping through the Malay versions of Stephenie Meyer's Twilight (Senjakala) and New Moon (Cinta Baru). Laugh our heads off reading them. Like seriously, ayat skema yang teramat kut.

Growl - menyeringai.

Smiled wickedly - Senyuman kecil yang kelihatan sedikit bengis.

Shook - menggoncang sebentar.

All these are funny still, nothing beats Ain's fave. Harry Potter BM.

Molly: Oh my god, Albus!

Molly: ASTAGAR, Albus!

HAHAHA.

Okay, I think I'm getting distracted. Anyhoo, it's my last outing with Ain. She's flying to Australia to study Economics in Univesity Of New South Wales (UNSW),NSW, Australia under Bank Negara's sponsorship. She's going on 14th of Feb. I'll miss her dearly :'(

Right, uh BYE!

P.S:

*I snapped these pictures with my new phone! Which I burned my duit raya for ahaha...haha..ha.

*It's 2010. So what? :S My resolve has always been, since, I dunno, 2003? To EDUCATE myself.

Neverland

Enough of me trying to create drama by writing a post about drama (Okay, kelakar, HAHAHAHA! Note: No, you don't know what I'm talking about because I deleted it :P). I'm just whining because I can't get onto the roof. Yeahhh. I wanted to get onto the roof and snap pictures of the moon, stars, sky. Whatever's up there anyway.

In life, I tend to seek hidden beauties. In any form. Which is why I love art. I've always had this 'I WANT, I NEED to create things. With my own two hands.'...thing...in me. So, this sem break I would like to accomplish a list of things:

1. Paint.

(Flowers, clouds, rivers,horses...etc.)

2. Snap pictures of the clouds in the sky.

(Which I find enigmatic as heck. Heaven's up there, no?)

3. Write a piece of music.

(Not just start playing a melody that's in my head randomly on the piano but actually WRITE them notes down on paper. Maybe even put lyrics on em')

4. Finish reading all, okay some, of the books that I left halfway.

(Ye mai mai, aku masih belum habis Clockwork Orange *sigh*)

5. NOT buy a camcorder.

(I've a thing for gadgets. Y'know, stuff like cameras, laptops, camcorders etc. Oh, excluding cellphones and media players. I feel nothing for those.)

6. DRAW.

(This I'm going to start tomorrow. Went to Kino today, my cousin bought this interesting book on 'fashion design drawing', as in, how to draw poses & clothes.)

7. Study MATHS, Biology & Chemistry for next sem.

(I need to drag myself out of my personal hell called 'Failing Maths' and maintain my grasp on Bio & Chem. I don't have a choice. Gotta do this.)

8. Watch my little brother 'grow up'. ***

***Call me a freak but I have this irrational fear of missing watching my little brother grow up. Like, if all goes well with my AUSMAT, I'm flying to New Zealand in 2011 and come back in 2016. I know that I'll be coming home for summer break and stuff but...boys grow up real fast!

He's gonna be 16 when I'm done. That's just PSYCHO. =_= I can't pinch his cheeks, hold his fist in mine, act smarter than him, mess up his hair, and hug him. Eghhh.

Anyway, I actually talked to him about this:

Me: Adi, nanti kalau kak Yana gi NZ, ble kak Yana balik, Adi dah besar. Form 4. Nanti Adi jadi bosan. *makes a sad face*

Adi: ... Tapi, sekarang kan Kak Yana dah besar. Kak Yana best je. Nanti Adi pun best la jugak. Kite bleh main games sesame lagi~ *grins*

Me: ..........................uhm.

I know that's not the case. He'll grow up, became his own person. People change. When it comes to little brothers, I wish that is not the case. We can go to Neverland and not grow up...I wish.

Things That Keeps Me SANE.

(Yes. David Archuleta keeps me sane. Besides he cheers this whiny post up :D)

I'm going to college next week. 28th of JUNE 2009 which is a Sunday to be precise. Am feeling the blues approaching. Things are worst for one of my best friends though. I'm not complaining, just feel the need to whine. Childish & spoilt I am.

Things are gonna be tough. I feel like listing the things I'll miss:

1. My lil bro, ADI. My parents. (I'm a such a baby D:)

2. My room/air cond. (I'm spoilt)

3. My pet cat, Fluffy.

4. My PIANO. AUGHHHHHH....NOOOOO.

5. TIME to indulge in stuff I like. (a.k.a time to procrastinate).

6. TV: LIVE Tennis/HOUSE/Mythbusters/Man VS. Wild 3/Cartoons.

7. Kak Ema. My maid. (She does everything. Again, I'm SPOILT)

Pretty much EVERYTHING that I have now. But really my piano (NO.4). It keeps me sane. Helps me destress. I need it. NEED it. Okay, I'm exagerrating. But without NO.1,2,3,5,6 & 7......I don't know how the HECK I'm gonna cope without NO.4!

As for NO.6 ...ROGERRRR AUGH. ROGER, WIMBLEDON, ROGER, WIMBLEDON, ROGERRRRR. ROGERRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*ahem*

Thank god, I've finished watching HOUSE. Thanks a MILLION Mai for giving me the episodes!

I may be childish but I'm not stupid. I've been granted a scholarship (alhamdulillah) to STUDY. I've been given the means to achieve what I aim to be, a DENTIST. Which will be a career that shall define me & my life. To be SUCESSFUL has always been what I wanted. I'm determined.

But just for a moment. I'd like to whine.